I’m not a quitter.  Or at least that is what I always thought of myself.  But honestly, I’m thinking of quitting the news writing biz.  At least on one site.

It’s not that I don’t like the pay.  I like that part. LOL.  But I don’t like writing the pieces most times.  And I HAVE a news site! I feel like I should be writing for that and not for another site.

And I want to write fiction!  Damn!  I have this series that I’ve only written part 1 of (or episode 1 as I call it) and I think that if I spent more time on it I could actually do really well.

Just days ago I was thinking that I would give the news writing site another shot – try to do better, try to get my views up.  But man, I am so not feeling the love.

And what is the point of trying to trade in one job (that actually pays pretty decent) because I don’t love it for another job that I don’t particularly love.

If I want to quit my job for something I love shouldn’t I quit it for – well, something worth quitting for?

I’m pretty torn but right now I have no desire to write anything for that particular site.

I want to sleep right now but other than that I want to focus on doing things that I enjoy doing – hopefully for money! – when I am not doing the job that I have to do for pay.

Does any of this make sense to anyone but me?

Quite possibly not.  I am really tired.  I got called in to work today, on my day off, and I didn’t have a nap (only slept like 4 hours).  Ya, ok, I now that there are others out there that function on less sleep (Trisha, if you’re reading this!) but I don’t want to live like that and I don’t have to so I do nap when I feel like napping.

Fiction.  It’s what I want to write.

And I want to put time into writing on my own sites.  I hardly ever get a chance to do that anymore.  This site and my adult site (yes, I have an adult site and no I’m not telling you what it is) and my sites for writers.  How can my writers want to write on the sites when I don’t?

My guest is here for a couple more days (house guest) and then I have Friday off and Sunday off.  By Sunday night I WILL make a decision!

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