I’m not a quitter. Or at least that is what I always thought of myself. But honestly, I’m thinking of quitting the news writing biz. At least on one site.
It’s not that I don’t like the pay. I like that part. LOL. But I don’t like writing the pieces most times. And I HAVE a news site! I feel like I should be writing for that and not for another site.
And I want to write fiction! Damn! I have this series that I’ve only written part 1 of (or episode 1 as I call it) and I think that if I spent more time on it I could actually do really well.
Just days ago I was thinking that I would give the news writing site another shot – try to do better, try to get my views up. But man, I am so not feeling the love.
And what is the point of trying to trade in one job (that actually pays pretty decent) because I don’t love it for another job that I don’t particularly love.
If I want to quit my job for something I love shouldn’t I quit it for – well, something worth quitting for?
I’m pretty torn but right now I have no desire to write anything for that particular site.
I want to sleep right now but other than that I want to focus on doing things that I enjoy doing – hopefully for money! – when I am not doing the job that I have to do for pay.
Does any of this make sense to anyone but me?
Quite possibly not. I am really tired. I got called in to work today, on my day off, and I didn’t have a nap (only slept like 4 hours). Ya, ok, I now that there are others out there that function on less sleep (Trisha, if you’re reading this!) but I don’t want to live like that and I don’t have to so I do nap when I feel like napping.
Fiction. It’s what I want to write.
And I want to put time into writing on my own sites. I hardly ever get a chance to do that anymore. This site and my adult site (yes, I have an adult site and no I’m not telling you what it is) and my sites for writers. How can my writers want to write on the sites when I don’t?
My guest is here for a couple more days (house guest) and then I have Friday off and Sunday off. By Sunday night I WILL make a decision!